american idol, yeah i had to talk about it.
this sem, i slipped into a reality-show-watching frenzy. i abandoned my usual one tree hill, gossip girl, and grey’s anatomy, and picked up survivor, amazing race and american idol instead. all of which have ended, and i’m also proud to announce that i’ve finished watching one tree hill, gossip girl, and antm cycle 12 as well!
and speaking of antm, yet another cycle where i didn’t like the winner! yucks!
i thought adam would win. he was sooooo good. but i like kris too. oh, i like them both! but i think adam should have won. i woke up that thursday morning, logged on to fb, and saw the results there on my homepage la! people should be more considerate and warn beforehand. it was the first thing i saw, couldn’t even try to avoid it.
now for oth spoilers**
finally! something good happens and peyton doesn’t die! if she did, i think i will never watched oth again! shows should have happy endings, and the season finale of oth season 6 was filled with them. might be too cliche for some, but life is too sucky and sometimes these shows give you some hope. that dreams come true everyday, or so they say. i willingly believe them just cos it feels good to have some hope.
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i’m sitting on my bed in an IMPOSSIBLY CLUTTERED room typing this.. my room has reached the point of frustration this time. i’ve always lived in clutter but this is seriously TOO MUCH. i can even sit down without have the edge of a book jabbing into my thigh, argh!
all this is all thanks to moving back from hall – the root of all evil! rahhh! for the past few days since i’ve been home, i’ve always slept on the sofa cos i concuss while watching tv. i attributed it to paying back my sleep debt from the exams but now i believe with all my heart that it’s my sub-conscious telling myself to avoid my room! and to top it off, my room cannot even contain all my things.. half of it is still cluttering my hallway, which btw i have promised to clear on saturday itself.. but obviously that didn’t happen..
now that i’m home, it’s for good. i didn’t allow myself to think of it the whole time cos i didn’t want to be an emo-nemo like everyone else. but then i started to realise that now, home is really home, and that there’s no where else i can run to and hide. and this is all i have now – my cluttered room. oh, and of cos, an oven-hot sitting room with a sleep-inducing sofa.
i feel sad cos i know this is a goodbye, and i hate goodbyes, be it for place, people or things (some call this compulsive hoarding). and i’m glad i feel sad cos it means that this still means something to me. as much as it is super hard to let go, i still feel that i made the right choice to leave just stop staying. i didn’t want the good feeling to wear thin. i was afraid it would since old people fade. i was concerned about the huge amount of my dad’s money i was spending on my trip. really HUGE. sighh. this is enough. i think my time is now.
still, i feel like a part of me has been ripped off. and i’m still trying to settle down at my new old home.
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and hence,
tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired
sighh science is seriously retarded.
also, i would like to point out that intro to jap studies project is the worst in the world!
i’m extremely busy right now. no time to sleep at all! how i wish i didn’t need to sleep so that i have enough timeeeeee.
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anyway, on a much brighter note!
i’m going to europeeee! confirmed! so i can finally say it out loud without worrying that i would jinx it! ha!
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i feel truly blessed.
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